After the sudden death of a young son, listening to Bill Evans, Frank Ocean, and a therapist. Illustration by Nicholas Konrad / The New Yorker When Matthew Schnipper’s son Renzo was a few months old, Schnipper introduced him to death metal. “He doesn’t erupt with joy, but he’s largely unbothered by the furious guitar solos and guttural vocals,” Schnipper writes. “Not yet a convert, but seemingly open to further explorations.” Over the next year, Renzo’s musical journey with his parents continued: viral TikTok songs, disco hits, Dua Lipa’s “Levitating.” But, after an unthinkable tragedy, the author’s experience of music was jolted out of place by grief, rendering familiar sounds foreign or hollow. In a delicately beautiful and deeply moving personal essay, Schnipper explores how the suddenly uncertain and even frightening act of listening provided a way forward. Support The New Yorker’s award-winning journalism. Subscribe today » |
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